Am I really that invinsible in hall? Or am I doing not enough?

I hereby would like to share my grieve. In the hall which I stay, there is an annual recognition of the residents who contribute a lot to hall. I really tried my best to contribute to hall but I was not any of the nominee for best freshman award whatever award?

I do not understand why?

Last year I have sacrificed so much for hall, joining so many CCAs until I have very little time to study.
I was in Choir, Accapella, Malaysian Night Programmes Head, won IBG badminton for F block, Vice-cap of Badminton, Hallplay Assistant Stage Manager, Block Comm Level IC, Chinese Drama Cast,

WHY!!!!!!!!!!! I am really down! I am feeling faintness and sad..so sad..my hands are shaking, I dunno is it bcoz of ppl dislike me or watever, but i am feeling very down and sad coz wat i did for hall is not recognised
all the nights spent planning and time spent doing stuffs for hall!!!Why WHy WHy!

Hit The Road Jack

Hey guys,

I was super busy lately with a lot of Co-Curricular Activities.

Today I am going to show you guys a production I was involved on mid 2008.

I was approached by a friend I know when I was involved in a dance performance way back during November 2006. During that period I was also in Project Superstar 2 in Malaysia and successfully made it to the top 50 (that is another story though).

So my friend called me up for this production of a Music Video for a local movie production and the title of the song is Hit The Road Jack. But I was not alone in this journey. I have my 2 close friends Jacob and Song Huan who joined with me. We were paid RM100 for one night so that was one of the reason that attracted me. This Music Video includes 10 guys and a girl. The story line is that this girl has 10 boy friends and one day all of them found out and decided to dump her together. We were told that after recording, we will be provided with Tuxedo to film the Music video.

The location is at Hits Recording Studio which many famous artists did their recordings there, Jacky Cheung was there recording his album Black and White. So it was quite exciting being in that place. I was even excited when I see my other friends who are in the music industry there as well, unexpected. Some of them are real famous local singers (I do not think revealing their names here is wise). Anyway, I met some of them in my earlier concert performance with a band called Live Station which I was one of the lead singer back in year 2007.

The 10 of us guys were there and were wondering who the lead female singer would be. To my amazed there was Paris Ais Philips walking in the door. I was in total shock. She was in the top 10 of Who Wants to Be a Model TV programme in Malaysia. WOW!!! By the way, she looks beautiful up close as well as in TV.

Unfortunately, I left the production due to my studies. I came to Singapore just one month after that and could not continue with the recordings. Anyway, great experience and I got RM100 for singing one night. That feels great.

I am going to show a video of the recording in Hits Recording Studio. Enjoy...

(By the way, I am in green shirt in the video)